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	 </description><title>Today I...</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @jtoday)</generator><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>there is no such thing as a cute mii</title><description>&lt;p&gt;there is no such thing as a cute mii&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53307671856</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53307671856</guid><pubDate>Tue, 18 Jun 2013 16:56:50 -0500</pubDate><category>ALSO IT WONT LET ME HAVE BLUE HAIR</category><category>excuse me</category><category>mii</category><category>3ds</category></item><item><title>I'm getting a 3DS and the new animal crossing todayyyyy~</title><description>&lt;p&gt;If you play, let me know so we can be friends!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Pros of being my friend on animal crossing:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I will send you lots of mail&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53302549491</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53302549491</guid><pubDate>Tue, 18 Jun 2013 15:47:00 -0500</pubDate><category>animal crossing</category><category>new leaf</category><category>3ds</category><category>ANYBODYYYYYY? :D</category></item><item><title>me: do i have enough time to read these books?&#13;</title><description>me: do i have enough time to read these books?&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
me: no&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
me: *buys books*</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53243024180</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53243024180</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 20:57:08 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Sooo&amp;#8230;. according to my writing tracker, I was SO FAR BEHIND in writing because I haven&amp;#8217;t...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Sooo&amp;#8230;. according to my writing tracker, I was SO FAR BEHIND in writing because I haven&amp;#8217;t worked on my story much at all this month (I&amp;#8217;ve been very discouraged by it and decided to take a break with a different, shorter project). But I just went in and updated it, and added in some little bits I had handwritten or recorded, aaaand I apparently I am SO FAR AHEAD that I&amp;#8217;m almost twice as far as I should be. o_o; When I started tracking, I didn&amp;#8217;t take into account the stuff I&amp;#8217;d already written? I don&amp;#8217;t even know. But I&amp;#8217;m CRAZY AHEAD OF SCHEDULE right now. Which is a very odd feeling haha. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53232911714</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53232911714</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 18:32:29 -0500</pubDate><category>I'M AHEAD</category><category>like</category><category>just</category><category>omg</category><category>j writes 2013</category></item><item><title>CHRIS SAYS I WOULD NOT MAKE A VERY GOOD DOCTOR.
SO I DON&amp;#8217;T EVEN HAVE THAT TO FALL BACK ON.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;CHRIS SAYS I WOULD NOT MAKE A VERY GOOD DOCTOR.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;SO I DON&amp;#8217;T EVEN HAVE THAT TO FALL BACK ON.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53229262769</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53229262769</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:39:54 -0500</pubDate><category>this is only funny if you read my tags</category><category>because when I bitch about writing</category><category>i tag it 'i can still become a doctor'</category><category>BUT APPARENTLY NO</category></item><item><title>I&amp;#8217;ve been dictating my writing and typing it up later&amp;#8230; today I&amp;#8217;m typing. At the...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I&amp;#8217;ve been dictating my writing and typing it up later&amp;#8230; today I&amp;#8217;m typing. At the end of one of the sound files, this SUPER LOUD ALARM STARTS BEEPING and (in the clip) I shriek and shout &amp;#8220;HOW DO I TURN IT OFF. HOW DO I TURN IT OFF.&amp;#8221; After there&amp;#8217;s silence, I go &amp;#8220;So that&amp;#8217;s what a heart attack feels like.&amp;#8221;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The point is that I&amp;#8217;m amused by own antics and transcribing my writing like this kind of feels like hanging out with myself. Haha. I&amp;#8217;ve never really heard myself laugh before now. And it&amp;#8217;s kind of making me like myself, like I enjoy hanging out with this person. I dunno. It&amp;#8217;s weird. I don&amp;#8217;t like my voice (does anyone?) but I like how my personality sounds on tape.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53229186281</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53229186281</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:38:49 -0500</pubDate><category>and stuff</category><category>j dictates writing and shit</category><category>j writes 2013</category></item><item><title>last night I was thinking about characters in books I&amp;#8217;ve read that I LOVED and realized that...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;last night I was thinking about characters in books I&amp;#8217;ve read that I LOVED and realized that they were all revealed slowly, and part of the reason I loved them was because they took so long with everything&amp;#8230; and I mean, I have NO PATIENCE to speak of, and I generally do life by shouting at everyone and I&amp;#8217;m not even convinced I could write the kind of character you&amp;#8217;d want slowly revealed. basically I am seriously doubting if I am up to this whole writing thing.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I mean, I doubt that a lot, but now I&amp;#8217;m seriously realizing the scope and magnitude of what it means to make something amazing and I&amp;#8217;m not sure if I could pull it off. I rarely try things that I don&amp;#8217;t already know I can do. It&amp;#8217;s not in my nature. It would just be really hard. And writing is already hard.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have no idea.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53211793723</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53211793723</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 13:44:25 -0500</pubDate><category>it's not too late to become a doctor like my mother wanted</category><category>j writes 2013</category></item><item><title>Someone without depression: I'm so depressed omg.&#13;</title><description>Someone without depression: I'm so depressed omg.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Someone with depression: It's fine, I'm just a little bit sad.</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53210511969</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53210511969</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 13:25:54 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>brella:

tragic backstories explain bad deeds but they do not excuse them
tragic backstories explain...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://brella.tumblr.com/post/53129938195/tragic-backstories-explain-bad-deeds-but-they-do"&gt;brella&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;tragic backstories explain bad deeds but they do not excuse them&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;tragic backstories explain bad deeds but they do not excuse them&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53177717393</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53177717393</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 01:13:12 -0500</pubDate><category>*cough* jace lightwood *cough*</category><category>*cough* half the 'super sexy' boys in ya romance *cough*</category><category>ya lit</category><category>books</category><category>reading</category></item><item><title>falling in love with a fictional person is really fucking painful. and not just in the &amp;#8220;WAH...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;falling in love with a fictional person is really fucking painful. and not just in the &amp;#8220;WAH FANDOM FEELS&amp;#8221; but like it&amp;#8217;s a real person and we&amp;#8217;re in a long-distance relationship but I will never ever get to see them. even though I know everything about them and have gone on adventures with them and cried with them and fallen asleep with them. but we&amp;#8217;re in different universes and will never ever meet. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53073080544</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53073080544</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 22:15:25 -0500</pubDate><category>ugh</category><category>books</category><category>reading</category><category>ya lit</category><category>srsly tho</category><category>i am a mess</category><category>haha</category></item><item><title>Sometimes I see people and I think like &amp;#8220;MAN I WISH I WAS PRETTY LIKE THAT&amp;#8221; or like...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Sometimes I see people and I think like &amp;#8220;MAN I WISH I WAS PRETTY LIKE THAT&amp;#8221; or like &amp;#8220;I wish I had relationships with my friends like that&amp;#8221; or &amp;#8220;damnit why doesn&amp;#8217;t anyone want me like people want this person&amp;#8221; and then it&amp;#8217;s like the reasonable part of my brain starts listing people who DO think that way about me, or specific moments when that happened, but it doesn&amp;#8217;t help. For some reason IT&amp;#8217;S NOT THE SAME and I don&amp;#8217;t understand this bizarre phenomenon.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53072838036</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53072838036</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 22:11:49 -0500</pubDate><category>also why do I always forget chris feels things for me</category><category>like I whine that nobody wants me</category><category>when like</category><category>he's right there</category><category>literally in the room</category><category>but for some reason it doesn't matter that I have these things</category><category>I want it in the SPECIFIC WAY someone else has it</category><category>basically my brain refuses to be happy even when I have what I want</category></item><item><title>I always want to have sex with Chris like 5 minutes before he has to leave for work.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I always want to have sex with Chris like 5 minutes before he has to leave for work.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53071999457</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53071999457</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 21:59:22 -0500</pubDate><category>adventures with chris and jesse</category></item><item><title>I was gonna take a picture of my bomb pop (eee) when a wild...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/263e73d893ea964d424de8d00475bcc5/tumblr_moglw0iVva1qhlb02o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I was gonna take a picture of my bomb pop (eee) when a wild chris appeared &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53061546260</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53061546260</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 19:12:00 -0500</pubDate><category>adventures with chris and jesse</category><category>mah face</category></item><item><title>LOOK AT THIS NASTY ASS POOPSICLE. WHO MAKES AN OLIVE GREEN,...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e19eae3836af12a13ab3cfed7442ad15/tumblr_mogko0meUT1qhlb02o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;LOOK AT THIS NASTY ASS POOPSICLE. WHO MAKES AN OLIVE GREEN, ORANGE, AND MAGENTA POPSICLE. IT DOES NOT EVEN LOOK APPETIZING. ALSO IT TASTES DISGUSTINGGGG.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53059966958</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53059966958</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 18:45:36 -0500</pubDate><category>i am angry</category><category>ew ew ew</category><category>i want a bomb pop</category><category>*cries*</category><category>j whines 2013</category><category>my life is nonstop excitement</category><category>mah face</category></item><item><title>thefrogman:

Little Paints [tumblr]
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Little Paints&lt;/strong&gt; [&lt;a href="http://littlepaints.tumblr.com/"&gt;tumblr&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53059240336</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53059240336</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 18:33:28 -0500</pubDate><category>core of me</category><category>my life</category></item><item><title>my comments during star trek basically go like this</title><description>: what the hell is he wearing&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
: why why why why why&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
: OMG what is SHE wearing&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
: is that supposed to be a sweater&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
: WHAT. IS. THAT.&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
: look at that hat LOOK AT THAT HAT</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53055068804</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53055068804</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 17:26:00 -0500</pubDate><category>j watches star trek</category></item><item><title>this super bright lightning flashed and then this SUPER LOUD BOOM THAT SHOOK MY ENTIRE APT AND KEPT...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;this super bright lightning flashed and then this SUPER LOUD BOOM THAT SHOOK MY ENTIRE APT AND KEPT RUMBLING FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES ommmggggg&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53053502253</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53053502253</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 17:01:48 -0500</pubDate><category>i hate storms</category><category>so scary</category><category>i want to hide under blankies</category></item><item><title>justkeepreadingreadingreading:

Do you ever just sit in front of your books and just

</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://justkeepreadingreadingreading.tumblr.com/post/52411915851/do-you-ever-just-sit-in-front-of-your-books-and"&gt;justkeepreadingreadingreading&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Do you ever just sit in front of your books and just&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/aa72545c8fc79caa56c0376482444963/tumblr_inline_mo1o7uGeZO1qz4rgp.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53052697277</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53052697277</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 16:49:24 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>slydigged:

sexual orientation: not u
</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://slydigged.tumblr.com/post/52587625328/sexual-orientation-not-u"&gt;slydigged&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;sexual orientation: not u&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53052408900</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53052408900</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 16:44:56 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>BIG TERRIFYING STORM AHHHGGG</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;div id="yui_3_7_2_1_1371330138798_4033"&gt;BIG TERRIFYING STORM RIGHT NOW. Chris heard on the news at his work that there would be a storm, so he came home an hour early to bring the car home to me, so I wouldn&amp;#8217;t have to ride my scooter AND GOOD THING, TOO because when I left, the sky was green and dark and scary, and halfway home it started pouring so much everyone was going 10 mph because we couldn&amp;#8217;t see. &lt;strong&gt;CHUNKS OF TREE were flying off and hitting the car&lt;/strong&gt;, and branches were all over the place. I got 100% SOAKED just from sprinting from the car to the apt. O_O;;; And when we came in, we discovered that our window was leaking, water damage all over the ceiling but not yet leaking through, and our DOOR DOES NOT WORK. Chris had to lock it to keep from flying open and the entire entryway is flooded. &lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div id="yui_3_7_2_1_1371330138798_4037"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div id="yui_3_7_2_1_1371330138798_4038"&gt;Then there was a spider in the bathroom.&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;My life is very scary today.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53050828903</link><guid>http://jtoday.tumblr.com/post/53050828903</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2013 16:20:43 -0500</pubDate><category>AHHHH</category><category>STORM OF DOOM</category><category>srsly tho</category><category>chunks of tree</category><category>I've never driven in a storm where PARTS OF TREES were hitting my car</category></item></channel></rss>
